Why?

I don’t know if slump is the word for it. Angry. Sad. Frustrated. Tired. Bored. Lonely. And that only sort of sums it up.

Ever since I quit smoking my health has deteriorated. Quite quickly. Since April, I have been put on 4 different meds to try and help me breathe, gained 27 lbs., and became so depressed I have to force myself out of the house most days.

Now I must say my disclaimer: I do NOT want to start smoking again! But WTF ?!? Why does something that’s supposed to be good for you make you so fucking sick in so many ways??? And it’s not like I’m taking this lying down. I have seen my Dr. I work out 5-7 days a week. I eat right. I have not substituted crap snacks for cigarettes. So what gives?

Anybody have any ideas??
xo

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