There are many reasons why I will not let myself fall in love with you…
- I don’t know what you want from me
- You’re so young
- You’re not sure what you want from me
- There’s time
- You’re a bass player 😜
Is that wrong? I don’t know. I would let myself fall utterly head-over-heels in love with you if I knew it wasn’t going to break my heart. But I don’t know that. I don’t know if you’ll tire of me. If you’re going to see some young hotty without kids and change your mind about us. If you’ll decide that the “step-dad” life isn’t for you. I mean, my boys aren’t easy.
But, JFTP, you’re amazing. You have given so much. Become so much to us. A friend. A teacher. A great place to fall. I hope that I can someday let go and love you. Because I do.