Song of the Week

Still plucking away at the keyboard. I guess that’s one of the highlights of being single again: nothing to take my focus off my writing. Which may not be great, but fuck. It brings me joy so I’m doing it 🙂

Things seem to be getting a little easier. I have my moments of hopelessness like nothing is ever going to change and I’m bound to be alone forever. But then I put on my big girl panties and know that I will find my tribe of beer loving nerds out there and all will be right with the world.

Getting ready today, this came through my playlist. I realized that it really summed up what I went through with the DSNBP…

Before you go, I need one more moment of your time…

Yesterday was a very emotional day for me. Have you ever had that where you’re higher than high and mad as hell all at the same time? I had that.

See, DSNBP JFTP left because of a thing with my DTS J. There was a… legal situation. No charges had been filed but I was notified about it. Because I am very transparent with my S/O, I told him about the situation. He chose to leave because he “Didn’t want to deal with it”. I found out yesterday that there will be no charges. The evidence is inconclusive at best and, thank the good Lord, we move forward with a very painful lesson learned.

I was running the gamut of anger, relief, giddiness, hatred, disappointment, happiness, loneliness, and everything in between.

I’m better now, thanks for asking. I just needed to get that off my chest.



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